I’m not interested in anyone but when I am, they don’t give the same amount of effort that I do.
I really hate when guys take interest in me…I always end up not being what they think I am, I’m just REALLY good at making a good first impression. I can never be myself around them…I get insanely nervous and freeze up constantly. Though, when I’m with a girl…it’s so easy.
Ever since I lost a little weight I’ve had like 10 guys ask me out..A guy actually staked outside my work today just to get my number. It was so so weird for me, because I am not used to this.
Omg, Going on a date next week with a guy I met up in Chicago. I’m so fucking nervous. This is kind of my first official date…even though how ridiculous they may sound, me being almost 21 lol
Wow…Some friends I have. lol
Mostly all of them don’t really even care what’s going on in my personal life. I can’t even get a text or call, unless I’m the one doing it. I just really wanted to share some of my exciting news with someone. Yeah, it’s alright though, Therapist tells me to be more open, I do it, it fails…but whatever, i’ll be moving soon, so a fresh start may do me some good. .
There’s this guy that works across the street from my job and I thought he was creepy at first. I mean, he’s always watching me…because people don’t normally do that unless I have my fro combed out lol. He’s really cute from what I can tell, when he sees me he always smiles big, waves or shouts hi. lol I’m so awkward…I really can’t tell if someone interested in me or just being nice. When I get off work Monday I’m just going pack up the courage and go over and talk to him. I’m usually not this shy
Cleaned up some around the neighborhood. Empty bottle of Bacardi behind the preschool and condom wrappers behind the Mormon church. Really?